First Day of Residency
Yes, I did it, and lived to tell the tale. It wasn’t *quite* as bad as I thought it was going to be, but it was still a little mind boggling. The most difficult part is that my hospital has a VERY complex electronic medical records system. I was asked to write notes on 9 patients, whom I’d never met, and was expected to write comprehensive notes on all of them, using the computer system. Long story short, I only ended up writing one (crappy) note, and had to stay late to do even that. I couldn’t figure out how to get into the bathroom. I have no idea who anyone is. I have NO idea how to navigate the complex systems. I’m totally lost.
But, on the plus side, I did not get yelled at or humiliated. So, this day was still much better than my worst day as a medical student. And I guess that’s something to be grateful for. I’ve also realized that I really need to re-learn a lot of things in psychiatry. It’s been about two years since I was in a psych hospital, and my mind is still in “medical” mode.
The other good thing is that I’ve been texting my fellow interns. It turns out that I’m not alone. None of us has a clue what’s going on, or how to do what we are supposed to do. Also, I know that there are thousands of interns in the United States feeling EXACTLY the same way as I do at this exact moment in time. I find comfort in that!
Photo: Taken outside of the hospital.
