A Fool For a Master
“No man is so foolish but he may sometimes give another good counsel, and no man so wise that he may not easily err if he takes no other counsel than his own. He that is taught only by himself has a fool for a master.”
- Hunter S. Thompson
Today was rejuvenating. November is officially my dedicated “research month.” What exactly does that mean? Good question. Well, my residency program is actually super cool in that it provides a dedicated month during your PGY-2 year where you pretty much spend the entire month doing research. It’s actually even cooler than it sounds. You get to work with a mentor (mine happens to be awesome) on a research project, which may or may not eventually result in a poster presentation or paper. However, the real “meat” is that although you may not discover the cure to all cancer during your one dedicated month, you end up dabbling in enough research and learning enough to ignite a passion or develop a plan to continue working on research if you so desire. It’s actually a pretty awesome idea, which has served to inspire many residents before me. In addition to working on research this month, I am responsible for supporting our department’s weekly Grand Rounds, and I will be on call every Sunday night. Not a bad deal, at all.
In fact, the only side effect of research month is that there are many days where I don’t actually have to leave my apartment if I don’t want to. I can work on a lot of the research from the comfort of my own home and in my jammies. This is totally awesome, however I realized today that this has an unintended side effect. If I’m not forced to get up at the break of dawn, shower, get dressed, and leave my apartment, it turns out that I don’t. I may get a lot of things accomplished, but I also miss out on “world exploration.” This occurred to me today during my walk to the hospital. I realized that I was quite rejuvenated and excited about walking to work, experiencing the world, and having the opportunity to take photos (see above).
So, today was a great day. Every Thursday, us residents have a dedicated day for didactics. In addition to experiencing some much needed human contact, I learned some cool stuff as well. For example:
1. High Expressed Emotion (EE) can involve emotional over-involvement by family members who blame themselves for a family member’s mental illness, and this can have a negative effect on the patient.
2. Treatment fidelity has to do with how accurately or faithfully a program (or intervention) is reproduced from a manual, protocol or model.
3. Antisocial Personality Disorder is considered the “grandfather” of personality disorders in that it was the first personality disorder to be identified in the DSM.
I’ve been attempting to save moulah and cook dinner for the past week. But tonight is time for celebration and hence time to order sushi (I’m very good at rationalizing). So, this is me signing off. Time to take counsel from the uncooked fishies…
